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as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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oy . . .
out for a puff . . . the third today - the tobacco's about to run out, and i;ve not hte funds for more - actually, I do - there's the $20 left in the checking account to cover hte check written a month ago to the former mentor - and odd it's not been cashed yet - as if the HUMF again were wqaiting for me to bottom out of the money in the account - for we all know that if I tapped into that money, the check'd immediately be cashed - and again, the tactics of this . . .
see previous entriss . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and odd - the former mentor in maine . . . and sis in maine amd mom in maine . . . a woman yesterday morning just after tthe penguin shirt and #8 shirt kids at south station by the smoking roick - before they played in my way inside the station - wearing a white top and camos came over to smoke, she just about to board hte train to Washington DC . . . and she spoke of the three hour trip . . . and where mom and sis are off to today in maine (visiting Jeanne who took care of Jerry Gradfy when he battled his cancer, so I hear - but in the twrritory of the 1998 or so former mentor beverly bradford time share - in the heart of Bush League! country up there), the woman at south station yesterday morning speaking of a three hour trip . . . about hte time to he bush league from here . . .
oy . . .
and more on south station from lasdt night - but read on . . .
but first - some more MIT HR postings . . .
Manager of Housing Assignments mit-00005980 Department Of Housing Cambridge MA Full Time
Senior Digital Strategist mit-00005979 Public Relations Services Cambridge MA Full Time
Research Scientist mit-00005978 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
IT Project Manager, Kuali Internal mit-00005977 Information Services and Technology Cambridge MA Full Time
Technical Assistant mit-00005976 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
FileMaker Developer mit-00005973 Information Services and Technology Cambridge MA Full Time
Molecular Biologist, Viral Genomics mit-00005968 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
Research/Project Manager mit-00005972 Foreign Languages & Literatures Section Cambridge MA Full Time
Systems Administrator I mit-00005971 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
Systems Administrator I mit-00005970 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
Senior Business Systems Analyst mit-00005967 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
Local Technology Expert, Libraries mit-00005969 Libraries Cambridge MA Full Time
Research Scientist mit-00005966 Broad Institute Cambridge MA Full Time
Administrative Assistant II mit-00005965 MIT Energy Initiative Cambridge MA Full Time
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odd the top too - digital strategist and housing . . . for just in form the last smoke and i on the cvrapper for a dump - and Joyce form maine calls . . . see previous entries hypersurveillance from 91 pleasant street . . . ah, and i just walking about by the MT Joyce painting truck in the parking lot . . .
maine humf vectors on the hypersurveillance . ..
like so much from a decade ago . . .
read the journal fomr the begining and help if you can. . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and again - recall the abt associates postings last week:
2008-2675 Associate/Scientist - Health Systems Strengthening Advisor International Health United States-MD-Bethesda 10-10-08
2008-2676 Senior Associate/Scientist - Health Economist International Health United States-MD-Bethesda 10-10-08
2008-2808 Senior Audio Visual Specialist IT United States-MA-Cambridge 10-09-08
2008-2820 Audio Visual Specialist IT United States-MD-Bethesda 10-09-08
2008-3018 Senior Analyst - Program Coordinator International Health United States-MD-Bethesda 10-08-08
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A/V specialists . . .
see previous entries Harvard law school a/v specialists . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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Oh - not good . . .
Joyce called and left the message on the machine - she tries the mansdfield home number and said she'd try the mom unit's cell phone . . .
and a ferw minutes later I reached out with my cell phone to call my brother to check in . . .
there were five bars on the battery charge side of the phone . . . and yet when I rang in to the Sharon house the phone shut off . . . I plugged the phone in to charge and called agfain (this time three bars on the battery charge side of things), and when my brother answered, again the phone shut off . . .
completely shut off - just like the computer on and off games (amd mom yesterday reminding me that the computer on and off thing began in maine) . . . but this is the HUMF at it again - for recall the 2006 calls form Spherion - those that went to the voice mail hours after they call was placed - especially see the entry of Greg form Spherion - who later was said to have disappeared in the bahamas . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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this is something - for as I fill out these massachusetts job applications - some of htem again have the language on them that it is illegal for Massachusetts employers to demand lie detector tests as terms of potential amployment - this the law for Massachusetts and Maryland . . .
and yet - the HUMF then - and the 2004 lack of work opportunity from harvard law school and harvard human resources (which herein is quite hypocritical) . . .
well . . .
so much for honesty and integrity and equal opportunity from harvard . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and thus - a taunt, a taunt form maine bolstered with the telecommunications industry - and see previous entries on that - andrew "buster" howard and CA(org) experiments and hooking to the network . . .
ah, and i with my e-mails yesterday letting the museum know that if they have to reach me they can call . . . and i left hte cell number in the e-mail . . .
and again, like the loss of work opportunities after teh belfer jfk assignment in january of 207=07 - when the loss of work after that cost the phone and the storage (again, harvard romney nebulous DHS in MA tactics) . . .
well . . .
and all of this superimposed on a lack of funds and dwindling tobacco. . . all the more to hyperstress . . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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Leaving Austin Hall on the HLS campus last night, from the Science Center to Littauer to Austin to DEAS . . . 2398 KE went by . . . the number twenty-three experiments of neurobiological MKULTRA (via harvard - and note, harvard science, economics - og so many ewconomists involved - austin, as in autism, and DEAS - engineering sciences - see previous entries) kevin/ kafka's trial experiment . . .
and L31 855 pulled into the lot by the Payne music hall and littauer just as I wasked by the empty space it pulled into . . . L31 as in live from 1997 (the year the berkman center for the internet wa fouinded - see previous ntries) and 855 . . .add them, 8+55 = 63 . . . the kennedy thing again . . . more on that later. . .
just about to enter the Church Street T shation . . .
615 NHO . . . as in a kid of 1966 neurobiological harvard operation?
DGW 7605 (NY) . . . defsnse george washington? it was early 2005 when i had the harvard smithsomian temp gig via randstrad (this before hte abt thng) - and when i was in saint james summer shelter 2005 . . . see previous entries . . . ah - and george washington and harvard getting the $10 million gifts (see previous entries) ere the bioethisist to the HU corporation board . . .
and 5714 RH . . . as in robohuman research harvard form 1980? or five years hte ortwellian mind control victim - research havrard - see previous entris . . .
AEG 65N . . . curious that one . . . automaton experiment government - and neurobiological from teh year i was concieved . . .
and 9482 XK . . . as in the sharking runup from MA to ME (rossborough/marr, the MFA (Dinah hallowell barlow of harvard divinity), and the MIT/pelizxzin/brain thing of 1982 . . .experiment kevin . . . trial . .. not good, not good. . .
at south station - just as at harvard law by the hark - kids on bikes swirled about me . . .
I have no issue with kids on bikes - but that they opt to ride about me callously and intimidatingly . . . ah, but recall, it was young teens on bikes with headset walkie talkie communications that barbvara wackrow spoke of when i said i was going to maine soon: "Stay away form my kids!" . . . and she of harvard medical . . .
see previous entries . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and recall wackrow in mansfield tailing when i was walking to my sisters in 2005 - and shortly thereafter the car slammng into barbara dumas's car out in front of my sisters . . . .and on this, too - recall the red pickup by Jimmy's pulling up - hte man getting out and asking me diorections to Jimmy's . / / and this like the asian women last Thursday asking doirections to LL Bean . . . which, believe it or not, is about three hours ride (the freeport maine store) up the highway . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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there were an exceptional amount of off-eyed people in the museum yesterday - the african american man with the shy child, a few indians . . . not good, not good . . . and when smoking by the side of hte south station, an indian came up - he smoling too, off-eyed he was . . . and we watched a rat scurry from one patch of foliage to another and talked about it . . .
see previous entries for the metaphor on that . . .
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oh . . . not good . . . .
out for a puff . . .
exiting hte building, i held the door open for an annekupferman lookalike wearing a pink UCLA cap and hauling a cart of laundry, blankets and such. . .
UCLA - where Bill Shay went . . . see previous entries (and again, a Spherion connection - from 2006, the fax. . .)
UCLA, where the civil rights proiject went when it left harvard - easier, i guess, to prey on homeless there, the preying having been exposed in cambridge massachusetts . . .
and a man in a nantucket t-shirt pushing about his daughter . . . in teh parking lot . . .
hmmmm . . . .
on that - recall the youtube "urbanhermit" search and hte film of hte baby form auastralia. . .
well, spam to the generic yahoo account:
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hmmmm . . . .SS? see previous entries . . .
novachaser7? an aol account - and wackrow and ogletree with aol accounts . . .
neurobiological operation veterans administration chaser kevin (rhyms with seven) . . . ah - but hte australie thing . . . for viscusi oft corresponded with an australian participant on the board of his journal . . . see previous entries, this form 23 everett street . . .
thus - HLessers and the good ol' boy network still . . . and SS? as in the formen mentor in maine?
referring to the "african guy"? oy . . . and insurance - see previous enties . . .
african guy and match.com? oy . . .
ah - and Ss 25? the 25 years of antoine and mark at the southern campsite . . . see rpevious entries - fall/winter of 2006 . . .
not good, not good . . .
and on the first - girl_king? and the sex experiment numbers?
and 8881? pelizzons birthday the year we met?
oy . . .
not good, not good . . .
ah - this tops off what i noted last night but have yet to write . . . and it clues off the notes form the parking lot the last smoke, too . . . |
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as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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okay . . .
out for another puff, and the HUMF was ready . . .
oy . . .
the HUMF stands for the Harvard University Mind Fuck . . .
see previous entries -reathe journal form the beginning . . . for it rather clues off my first applications to the museum of natural history hat harvard . . . so much form tehat - and this is why I post the
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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all the time - for this makes a lot of sense if one reads the jornal fomr the beginning . . .
for the present is but the rrflcetion of hte past -
oy . . .
so . . .
I ought continute entereing - but do so chronologically in the timeframe of hte events . . .
thus - back to south station last night . . .
returning form the museum . . .
late in the day, as the KR63 catering crew (dressed all in black) was setting up for hte event, rather pushing out hte paying public . . .
late in the day a man in a blue and yellow rugby short which bnrought to mind Doug Bethany form franklin massachusetts (385 oak street) came through with a girl whose voice was that of dom ramptons . . . and they asked about real and fake fossils and i gave them a quick tour - they claimed to love it, and got off on the fact that i express my self as enjoying geeking out on sharing the museum's visible colelctions with others . . .
see previosu entries . . .
and when i left he museum last night, two of hte KR63 crowd walked by the front of hte museum, followed by two young asian women (oy . . .), and then a man whose bag interested me - i thought he might have been an artist and the bag a portfloio thing . . . ah, but when i askee, he showed it to be a seat, a fold out soft padded bleacher seat (KR63) on the ;side (remnding me of Karen Hatch in the late 1990s in the bleachers at fenway park - recall her form the brown house by hyde park commuter rail station, where 3d&Uppers were - the party perhapos of the tandem juels/me puke . . . hmmmm . . . ) and also the BPD drug evoidence locker raided numerous times form hyde park - and oh, yes, the BPD boom boom club . see previous entries . . . .
and i recalled - the second request for hte evolution talk yesterday - the young girl in the amherst sweatshirt . . . oy . . .
as in the DEAS indian? ramona of 1985's boyfriend indioan? AJ of 660 corp? andhte sen thing . . . oy . . .
and this ties back, too, to the first folks of hte evolutuion talk - ann arbor michoigan . . .and recall p[atty mcanally form michigan from north carolina - and her boyfriednd harvey - and the drop off by littauer of hte HARVEY dumpster . . . as if HU economists are the ones that want me to pony for htem?
see previosu entries HS and pearson and 6/8 and berkman . . .
oy . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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ah_ from the museum yesterday . .. the flowers much like 221's here (the I;ve got a product man) on the table . .. but i forgot to note form austin last nuight . . .
on the table in the volunteer lounge (and curious the sick volunteer coordinator when this happens). . . a book on the table . . . and this where Zhing Zhing the fish used to be - see previous erntries. . .
a Bilogy book "Biology Today" - copyright 1972 (the Nixon Years!) and CIA! andthe move to Franklin Mass . . .and Rummy going through the CIA files - the MKULTRa stuff . . . from Legacuy of ashes . . . read on . . .
I openedthe cover of hte book to see the copyright, and what do I find . . . written by a previous owner? Norm Story . . . as in neurobiological operation research homeless? . . . and story? ah - refelctive of this journal . . .
and how sad - that the ed staff and volunteeer folks there - using early 1970s texts . . .
and this with teh chicago connection (the factory or fear!) out . . .
hmmm . . .
with counter opposing medical stories . . . and i use the word counter delibrtately - see previous entries . . .
ah - but perhaps also norm stein of MFA? and BU medical development (clark Abt and the l;ate 1980s?) . . . see previous entries - for Story, too, is an HLS dorm. . .
and just when i finish noting that, Carol's phone rings. . . she not coming in!
oy . . .
then dan friedman shows - one man band - see previous entries - the Wendell Street (ah, the Abt/Buttery connection!) and hungover . . . friedman? as in charles fried/alberto gonzales man? as in cynthia friedman - of the late 1980s? and the former mentor? see previous entries . . . oy . . .
I'm writing out these notes in the order i recerded them last night . . .
after smoking on the side of south station, wher i oft see long time friends of my sisters . . . she with harvard medical affiliate hight level connections . . .(and she in maine this weekend - oy). . . well, after i puff, i usually stand close under hte big departure board - and this can be verified by south station video surveillance . . . i stand there and play phone scrabble, awaiting the call of hte train to mansfield . . .
as i dis last night, an asian kid came up and asked me the directions to the peter pan bus terminal . . i pointed him to the south station bus terminal . . . but recall the asian kid from a while back - the one with the debit card and asking for a refund opportunity . . . see previous entries . . .
a reminder of that? well, the money's not in my account . . . ah: but peter pan? never never land? captain hook? as inbthe military hooking? well - too, i must alwaysd in the back of my mind (for the HUMF strives to incubate and foister a bias it can then point to to exlude me - read the jouyrnal from the beginning) . . . well, then. . . I turned and behind me was a man who quite resembled the Unabomber . . .
this is important . . . i looked a few times at him, and each time he inched closer and closer to me . . . he was rather like Matt Burdett of the salvation army shelter . . . see previous entris . . . burdette like manly sims oft popping off vulgar speak, both language and sexual content . . . the man last night with shades, a black sleeveless hooded vest (hood up) and black pants . . . and again, inching closer . . . and this cloer and closer to me - and recall the 5/1995 penthouse left by Vin Doh from the HLS lab house . . . hence, something to do with illicit programming at the CIA/HLS lab house at 42 main street . . . see previous entries . . .and this just ere i went into 2004 Maine exile (and this after hte SJC plate at hte cabino's 4th of july celebration that year . . . ) . . . well . . . as the unabomber man sifdled up to me last night, he even began lip smacking. . . recall Trong Nguyern and the overly masticated soup smacking, hence - then. . . from so long ago - sewt up houises and hypersurcveillance. . .and this could only be from HLS and only for illicit and immoeral mengelevian/lysenko -like programming surveillance on one victim to the mind control crap of hte bush league . . . ah, but read on . . . for in addition to the unabomber man last night, a tall redhead also sidled up tp the other side of me ., . . see previous entries, especially Abpert/albert of 2 or 3 2007 - and the patent, the house/medical hypersurveillance through laptops . . . and this affirmed by joyce's call herein today . . .
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and atop that - recall the many times when in maine the second time that mom would go to MA andhte INSULA tweaking would increase the urge to seek sex, smoke tobacco and other products, and drink drink drink - and july 2007 especially, after he meeting at ther Rockland cafe with teh dacry lookalike form harvard sponsored research - see previous entries . . . and gulp[ing glass after glass ofd water, and the nthe cvall about hte broken plumbing in the street from mom at knowall-in . . .and again, then, the home hypersuirveilalnce - and see prevous ntries on me on thast since 1998 in the CA(org) lab house - harvard affiliated . . .
well - the same today - especilly the smoking . . .
hence many trips to puff, adn this when i;'m low on tobacco . . .
project ARTICHOKE . . . for it is expected I will pilfer . . .
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Yeserday, another of he new volunteers came in - this when Sam Uzner was there, talking about Rod Folk and his bonobo hunt . . .ah, just like Michael Densmore - refelctions of sex experiments from teh museum folks . . . and this afte hte other sallah turk on friday . . .
anyway, this new volunteer (initials YK - as in upload kevin? sex and other experiments - INSULA tweaking, a neurobiologicalk MKULTRA for hte 21st century - and this after the Abuhhl/Ghallagher November 2003 (ah - teh HLS Lab house times, and just afte the viscusi let go - see previous entris, and the Thurman speakerphone exit interview!) "film it all and show the worst" . . .
well, her asssignment is turtles and I asist her as I can - referring to books at the volunteer lounge library - and just as I wrap up helping her, her phone rings . . . curious the timing - like hte man who owed chris a favor at hte black bull (redacted) . . . see previous entries for that - OCTOBER, I THINK, 2007. . .
but again - referring to entrapment attempts in maine - and this affirmed again by joyce calling in this AM - just before hte phone went funky . .. and recall the ogletree thing and calling condi rice's NSA and then the bad phone stuff . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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on the train last night - the kid that got on at ruggles - by northeastern university, where Eric Nguyen of the HLS Lab House was, and i subletting form him . . . and he in new york - and northeastern of yaffe and heather bacon fame . . . hmmm . . .
anyway - he;s on the phone and kinda looks disturberd. . . of course, always ready for the HUNF on the commuter reail - recall the IT gorl, the harvard neuirobiologist's assistant - see previous entries . . .well . . .ah: counter and hte harvard foundation, which has jusdi of saint james 2006 ties . . . see previous entries . . .
well . . . he sits across form me . . . on the phone . . . talking abut someone of self indiuced pressure and says one thing and does another and talks about going into other peoples houses and about different areas of people (as ih one person - as in schizophrenic) and also m,entioned, he did, not the best study . . . and then he hung up and i waited a moment and looked over at him and asked him if he was all right - for he, I said, looked shell shocked . . . just tired he said . . . ah:
but all this (and recall the Steve Long in the harvard square homeless shelter thing, and he later at bread and jams in the shadow of william james hall ) . . . all this, qyuite HUMF relevant, as if judgeing me . .. and this is not good - for the HUMF sets up for "film the worst" AND THEN WORKS OFF IT - as if no fair opportunity will evert be given - ah, but recall the harvard law 2002 temp thing anyway . . .
and then the kid on the train pulled out the copy of "Legacy of Ashes":
from - http://www.randomhouse.com/doubleday/legacyofashes/legacy.htm
LEGACY OF ASHES: THE HISTORY OF THE CIA
by Tim Weiner,
Winner of the Pulitzer Prize
NATIONAL BESTSELLER
National Book Award Winner
National Book Critics Circle Award Finalist
One of the Best Books of the Year: Time, The Washington Post, The New York Times, The Economist, The Boston Globe, Los Angeles Times, Salon
For the last sixty years, the CIA has managed to maintain a formidable reputation in spite of its terrible record, burying its blunders in top-secret archives. Its mission was to know the world. When it did not succeed, it set out to change the world. Its failures have handed us, in the words of President Eisenhower, “a legacy of ashes.”
Now Pulitzer Prize–winning author Tim Weiner offers the first definitive history of the CIA—and everything is on the record. LEGACY OF ASHES is based on more than 50,000 documents, primarily from the archives of the CIA itself, and hundreds of interviews with CIA veterans, including ten Directors of Central Intelligence. It takes the CIA from its creation after World War II, through its battles in the cold war and the war on terror, to its near-collapse after 9/ll.
Tim Weiner’s past work on the CIA and American intelligence was hailed as “impressively reported” and “immensely entertaining” in The New York Times. The Wall Street Journal called it “truly extraordinary . . . the best book ever written on a case of espionage.” Here is the hidden history of the CIA: why eleven presidents and three generations of CIA officers have been unable to understand the world; why nearly every CIA director has left the agency in worse shape than he found it; and how these failures have profoundly jeopardized our national security.
"MUST READING for anyone interested in the CIA or American intelligence since World War II." The Washington Post Read the full review
"THE BEST BOOK I'VE READ YET ON THE CIA'S COVERT ACTIONS." Edward Jay Epstein, The Wall Street Journal Read the full review
"A TIMELY AND VITAL CONTRIBUTION...[THAT] GLITTERS WITH RELEVANCE." Los Angeles Times Read the full review
"THIS IS BY FAR THE SCARIEST BOOK OF THE YEAR." The Christian Science Monitor Read the full review
"RIVETING. . .A FASCINATING YET SCATHING HISTORY OF AMERICA'S SPY SERVICE." The Boston Globe Read the full review
"ENGROSSING, COMPREHENSIVE." The New York Times Read the full review
"LEGACY OF ASHES IS RECENT HISTORY AT ITS BEST, AND ITS MOST DISMAYING." The Seattle Times Read the full review
"AN EPIC, EYE-OPENING HISTORY OF AN AGENCY OUT OF CONTROL."
Mother Jones Read the full review
"ALL AMERICANS SHOULD READ THE BOOK TO GET A FULL PICTURE OF THE OUTRAGES PERPETRATED BY THE AGENCY IN OUR NAME WITH OUR TAX DOLLARS." The Baltimore Sun
"EVERY CANDIDATE FOR THE PRESIDENCY, AS WELL AS AMERICANS CONCERNED ABOUT OUR GOVERNMENT'S UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD, SHOULD READ THIS BOOK." The Dallas Morning News
"SMART, EXTENSIVELY RESEARCHED, EXCEEDINGLY WELL WRITTEN AND PASSIONATE." The Toronto Globe and Mail Read the full review
"MARVELOUS AND CONVINCING." Steve Coll, author of Ghost Wars: The Secret
History of the CIA, Afghanistan, and Bin Laden
"A FASCINATING, DEEPLY SCARY BOOK." Walter Isaacson, author of Einstein: His
Life and Universe; former chief of CNN and Time Magazine
"A TIMELY, IMMENSELY READABLE, AND HIGHLY CRITICAL HISTORY OF THE CIA." Mark Bowden, Author of BLACK HAWK DOWN
"A CREDIBLE AND DAMNING INDICTMENT OF AMERICAN INTELLIGENCE POLICY."
Publishers Weekly (starred review)
"APPALLING, ABSORBING HISTORY."
Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
"EXTENSIVELY RESEARCHED, EXCEEDINGLY WELL-WRITTEN AND PASSIONATE." Toronto Globe and Mail
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from washingtonpost.com:
Covert Action
Has the CIA ever been good at intelligence gathering?
Reviewed by David Wise
Sunday, July 22, 2007; BW03
LEGACY OF ASHES
The History of the CIA
By Tim Weiner
Doubleday. 702 pp. $27.95
The CIA is a fat, easy target these days. Under George "slam dunk" Tenet, it failed (along with the FBI) to prevent 9/11, and then it famously and wrongly estimated that Iraq's Saddam Hussein had weapons of mass destruction. Tenet's $4 million memoir to explain these failures merely subjected him to more slings and arrows, soothed only somewhat by all that moola.
Morale plunged under his successor, Porter Goss, who brought a clique of unpopular flunkies from Capitol Hill to Langley. The spies revolted, and Goss had to walk the plank. Now the agency is presided over by Michael Hayden, the same Air Force general who supinely created President Bush's warrantless wiretap program to eavesdrop on Americans despite the Constitution. Given the checkered history of the CIA, it is small wonder that Tim Weiner's Legacy of Ashes is a highly caustic, corrosive study of the beleaguered agency.
But Weiner, a New York Times correspondent who has covered intelligence for years, cannot be accused of kicking the agency when it is down. It is his thesis, amply documented, that the CIA was never up. He paints a devastating portrait of an agency run, during the height of its power in the Cold War years, by Ivy League incompetents, "old Grotonians" who lied to presidents -- an agency that, more often than not, failed to foresee major world events, violated human rights, spied on Americans, plotted assassinations of foreign leaders, and put so much of its energy and resources into bungled covert operations that it failed in its core mission of collecting and analyzing information.
To compare some of the agency's antics revealed in this book to the Keystone Kops is to do violence to the memory of Mack Sennett, who created the slapstick comedies. My personal favorite is an episode in Guatemala in 1994, when the CIA chief of station confronted the American ambassador, Marilyn McAfee, with intelligence, as she recalled, that "I was having an affair with my secretary, whose name was Carol Murphy." The CIA's friends in the Guatemalan military had bugged McAfee's bedroom, Weiner reports, and "recorded her cooing endearments to Murphy. They spread the word that the ambassador was a lesbian." The CIA's "Murphy memo" was widely distributed in Washington. There was only one problem: the ambassador was married, not gay and not sleeping with her secretary. " 'Murphy' was the name of her two-year-old black standard poodle. The bug in her bedroom had recorded her petting her dog."
Forty years earlier, the CIA had overthrown the legally elected government of Guatemala, a covert operation long touted as one of the intelligence agency's grand "successes." It was even called Operation Success. Guatemala was made safe for United Fruit -- talk about banana republics -- but not for democracy. A series of military dictators followed the CIA coup, with death squads and repression in which perhaps 200,000 Guatemalans perished.
Weiner's study is based on a prodigious amount of research into thousands of documents that have been declassified or otherwise uncovered, as well as oral histories and interviews. And one of the truly startling, eye-opening revelations in Legacy of Ashes is just how close even the agency's avowed triumphs came to disaster. As Weiner documents, both the Guatemalan operation and the overthrow of the government of Iran (Operation Ajax) in 1953 teetered on the edge of catastrophe. They were run by old boys whose management skills seemed to combine Skull and Bones with the Ringling Brothers.
And of course the "success" in Iran, restoring the Shah and his notorious secret police, the SAVAK, to power, was all about oil, grabbing it back from Mohammed Mossadeq, who had nationalized it. The coup, run by the CIA's Kim Roosevelt, Teddy's grandson, was followed in 1979 by the takeover of the ayatollahs, arguably a direct outcome of Islamic resentment of the agency's meddling in that country. Today, Iran, with its ominous nuclear weapons program and defiance of the West, looms as a much greater foreign policy challenge to the Bush administration, and to world peace, than Iraq ever was. Thanks a bunch, Langley.
Weiner carefully traces the agency's history from the start, when Harry Truman, realizing he had disbanded the wartime OSS too quickly, anointed Sidney Souers, a St. Louis businessman who had run the Piggly Wiggly supermarkets, as the first central intelligence chief. In a White House ceremony, Truman presented Souers and Admiral William Leahy, the White House staff chief, "with black cloaks, black hats, and wooden daggers."
Weiner recounts a series of botched operations run by the likes of Tracy Barnes, Desmond FitzGerald and Richard Bissell, who were among the CIA's leading spooks in the agency's early years. But he reserves his greatest contempt for Frank Wisner, the agency's first covert operator, who sent dozens of agents to their deaths in the Ukraine and Albania and wasted the CIA's millions on a phantom army in Poland that was invented by Soviet and Polish intelligence to befuddle the agency.
As Weiner tells it, the arrogance of CIA Ivy Leaguers was matched only by sheer incompetence. From the start, the CIA hid its failures behind a Top Secret label and was useless in its ability to penetrate the Soviet Union or any other foe. In one year, he notes, the agency managed to miss the Soviet atom bomb, the Korean war and China's entry into that conflict.
Weiner also finds little to admire in Allen Dulles, who presided over the agency in its heyday but had to depart after the disastrous Bay of Pigs invasion. He portrays Dulles as a sort of duplicitous Santa Claus, over the hill by 1961, shuffling about in carpet slippers. But Dulles's OSS record in penetrating the Nazi high command from Switzerland had been impressive. And based on my personal observation and conversations with Dulles in the early 1960s he was not a doddering old man in carpet slippers but a shrewd professional spy.
Although most of Weiner's research is superb, he unfortunately perpetuates the legend that CIA director Richard Helms stood firm against Richard Nixon's Watergate cover-up. Not so. In an odd footnote, Weiner says Helms "complied with the president's order to go along with the cover-up for sixteen days at most." But the author, who quotes extensively from dozens of CIA documents, curiously makes no mention of the damning memo that Helms wrote to his deputy, Vernon Walters, on June 28, 1972, about the FBI investigation of the break-in: "We still adhere to the request that they confine themselves to the personalities already arrested or directly under suspicion and that they desist from expanding this investigation into other areas which may well, eventually, run afoul of our operations." It was a bald-faced lie, exactly what the White House was demanding that Helms tell the FBI.
If there is a flaw in Legacy of Ashes, it is that Weiner's scorn for the old boys who ran the place is so unrelenting and pervasive that it tends to detract from his overall argument. He is unwilling to concede that the agency's leaders may have acted from patriotic motives or that the CIA ever did anything right.
Nevertheless, Legacy of Ashes succeeds as both journalism and history, and it is must reading for anyone interested in the CIA or American intelligence since World War II. Weiner quotes Dean Acheson's prophecy about the CIA to good effect: "I had the gravest forebodings about this organization . . . and warned the President that as set up neither he, the National Security Council, nor anyone else would be in a position to know what it was doing or to control it." ·
David Wise is the author of 10 books on intelligence and espionage. His most recent work is "Spy: The Inside Story of How the FBI's Robert Hanssen Betrayed America."
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and i took this - the northeastern, the closeness to he harvard offices for the oversight of human research . . . the northeastern connection - the conversatrion on the phone (oh, that i could have heardf it all); and above all this book - to affirm the fact that I was immorally and illicitly "chosen" - even so long ago by the book on the table in the museum's education staff . . . well . . .
that I was long time victimized . . .
read hte journal form the beginning . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and see previous entries on my legacy of ashes notes form the time in maine . . .
i recalled that kathy lang and cris bringas read the nature stories yesterday - good that . . . especially cris, who did so for the first time . . . ah, but see previous entries on the lang biotech aspect . . .
"not best study?" on the CIA thing? as in it was a bad black funded program through harvard to begin with? see previous entries on the twice now use of Bok to counter cia activities on campus - and maine bok terirtory . . .and worse: fred crockett dying (he with bok ties) and kennedy getting cancer and the narko probies bneing honored in hyannis . . . all in the same week!
see previous entries . . .
for hte HLS Lab House - the study house! and with a harvard law human rights fellow on the top floor - - - so much for harvard and human rights . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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on the train, and sshe kept looking over at me ; a kinda dara juels lookalike but she had a bit of mila kunis to her . . . she sat across the aisle behindf hte CIA man . . . and she and her friends got on the train, and one spoke on the phone looking for amovie complex . . . norwood was discussed. . .
and i recalled the night i went to see "the dark crystal" (one of hte flix lost when the southern campsite storage was lost for tactical lack of work opportunity) with harriet kupferman and penelope pelizzon and angie klohn . . . and of hte other two, the ones there were two of dorit turi or debbie poerter or stephanie shapiro or rachel edelstein . . .
funny - the bro unit works close to that place on saturday monrning . . .
i cracked my forhead that night - see previous entries, and thus back to the head injury vet thing the researcvh in maine (and also explains the need for hte head shot in the maine march 2005 beating form the MA sent sex pred to beat me - see previous entries, for htere's HLS ties there). . .
well . . .
100 games of phone scrabble - average score: 1019. . .
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I got off the train last night and driving by under hte bridge - see previous entries . . .
33E L86 went by . . . robohuman experiments (recall the chinese pigeons), the live experiment eighty-sixed? ah - but recall the 86 KT plates of brian, ed's security atthe black bull . . . oy . . .
and right after 33E L86 was BLANK . . . as in blanton kevin/kafka's the trial. . . and this after legacy of ashes and the noerheastern connected student on the train and his phone call of a bad study . . . and atop that thecrimson.com articles pointing back ot blanton/figueredo? of last friday?
and again then - the use of people in early recovery in harvard affilaited meetings . . . and also the use of humans through the shelters . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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walking home - a man then zoomed by on a boke - ah: recall the blanton like truck wth the blanton/mccoy "admissions in the back" from friday or saturday morning . . .
and then - crossing the north common parking lot, the condo complex right next to the nixin maned millhaus here in mansfield . . . a woman crossing the parking lot emptying the trash. . . she wore baby blue sweat pants and top, and the word DANCA was down one leg - ah: david dance and PBHA - and recall David Dance at the dunkin donuts in rockland maine and again getting on the bus in portland on one of my trips south to the museum in 2005. . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and last night . . . teh Farscape miniseries ending, which i missed because of the exile to maine in 2004 . . . well, it's important . . .
very important, especially given the HARVEY dump truck drop by Littauer (and the indian thing therein - as in HU DEAS and post 9/11 black funded projects) . . . for atop the harvey of north carolina, the foirst tiem i ever tried pot - we also have, the dffictional farscape character harvey . . .
and not the relevance of harvey to the harvard university mind fuck and me as its victim:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harvey_(Farscape)#Harvey
Harvey
Harvey is a neural clone of Scorpius and exists solely in the head of John Crichton. He was also played by Wayne Pygram. Harvey is the result of a neural chip that was placed into Crichton's brain by Scorpius after the Aurora Chair failed to reveal the wormhole information he was after. His name, given to him by Crichton, is taken from the Mary Chase play Harvey, in which Harvey is an invisible six-foot, one-and-a-half-inch tall rabbit that only the chronically inebriated Elwood P. Dowd can see. Harvey first appeared in "Crackers Don't Matter" and had his last appearance in The Peacekeeper Wars Part 2.
Harvey's purpose is three-fold: he is to unlock the wormhole knowledge stored somewhere in Crichton's brain, protect Crichton's life until Scorpius manages to retrieve the chip, and prevent Crichton from hurting or killing Scorpius. Harvey also has the ability to stop Crichton's brain functions for a short time, making him appear dead. He can control Crichton's memory and nervous system when the chip is in place, which he uses to hide his presence from Crichton. Eventually, the chip becomes strong enough to completely dominate Crichton's mind and body. Even after the chip is removed, Harvey is able to exert limited control over Crichton. After Scorpius reprograms him, Harvey has some type of mental link to Scorpius that allows Scorpius to track Crichton down after John is revived from his crystallization by the Eidelons. Harvey contains much of Scorpius’ knowledge and intellect.
Harvey often appears in different outfits or settings that fit whatever situation Crichton happens to be in at that time, for example: a black and white World War II movie, a police interrogation room, a Hawaiian shirt, or as Nosferatu the vampire when he returns from the "dead". With so much time spent in Crichton's head, it's possible that he knows and understands the human better than anyone else on Moya's crew ever could or would.
According to the show's executive producer David Kemper, the idea for Harvey came from a necessity to have the character of Scorpius more visible during the show.[citation needed] As the show's main villain, he needed to be a constant and viable threat. After seeing a hallucinated Scorpius interact with Crichton in the second season's fourth episode, "Crackers Don’t Matter", they came up with the idea of putting Scorpius inside of John's head. The clone's presence was hinted at in the second and third episodes of the "Look at the Princess" trilogy as well as in "Beware of Dog" before his presence was revealed to Crichton in the season's 15th episode, "Won’t Get Fooled Again."
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read hte jornla fomr the beginning folks . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
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and help if you can -- contacting your local news authorities, your congress people, and the present and former presidents of Harvard, MIT, BU, Northeastern, Tufts, et al might be a good start . . .
No violence please . . .
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as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
may i recommend: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/01/04/
and a follow up to that: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/10/12/
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oy . . .
the millhaus responded today - and i did not get it all in . . .
the mom unit retuened home early - for yesterday she was to return home rtomorroe - today she came back stating that not at all . . .same games . . .
but first, some news articles . . .
from boston.com:
Kennedy 'floating White House,' carefully restored, is up for sale
By Matt Collette, Globe Correspondent | October 12, 2008
The yacht John F. Kennedy sailed during his presidency, a seagoing symbol of Camelot, is up for sale at the United States Sailboat Show in Annapolis.
The Manitou, a 62-foot yacht commissioned in 1947 by James Lowe of Chicago, was donated to the Coast Guard in 1955. According to the Kennedy Library's website, Kennedy selected the yacht in 1962 to be his "floating White House" and frequently captained it during trips to Hyannis Port.
"It had Bobby Kennedy on it. It had Teddy Kennedy on it. It may have even had Marilyn Monroe on it," said Bill Kilbourne, whose daughter bought and restored the yacht.
The boat was returned to the Coast Guard after Kennedy's assassination. In 1968, the Manitou was sold as surplus to the Harry Lundeberg School of Seamanship in Maryland for $35,000.
Lowe's granddaughter, Laurie Kilbourne, who lives in Calgary, Alberta, bought the boat, which had fallen into disrepair, back from the school in 1999 for $35,000. She is selling the boat for $1.3 million.
Kilbourne said the Manitou's historic significance was a regular topic of family conversation, so she enlisted the help of a nautical historian to track down the boat. "We lost her location. I thought she was in the Smithsonian," she said.
She said she approached the board of the Harry Lundeberg School of Seamanship, who sold her the run-down boat because of her strong family ties to it.
"It was barely able to float," said Bill Kilbourne, also of Calgary. "It was heavily rotted, in desperate need of either being sunk or saved, and Laurie was the savior."
The boat was painstakingly rebuilt at a shipyard on the Chesapeake Bay and much of the Manitou's original wood and hardware remain in use, the Kilbournes said.
The Manitou is one of the biggest draws this weekend at the boat show, said Bonnie Seidelmann, a spokeswoman for the show.
Kilbourne said she is optimistic she will be able to sell the boat. "Her speed and her beauty and, obviously, JFK using her adds to the intrigue," Kilbourne said.
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recall the maine drug enforcement officers getting honored the same week as kennedy and cancer broke, and fred crockett of maine (bok ties) dying - and mom playing up the obituary thing a short while ago?
wqell - this article now is interesting, for recall the fred crockett wrote the book on presidential yachts . . . and had hte article in the old courier gazette in maine . . .
curious the timing of this, eh? - not to mention the larinda connections - and the mahan thing of june 2005 . . . and on that, another threat, i guess, for mteh HUMF . . .via spam:
100% LEGAL BUSINESS!!!
From: KEN!!! (darrolyn@cox.net)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Sat 10/11/08 4:29 AM
To:
Good Day,I am Mr Ken Jonathan a staff of NatWest Bank Plc,UK.I have a lucrative business proposal for you worth 12.5 Million Pounds.For further details do contact me via email:kenjonnathan@hotmail.com
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ken - of course, ken cowhey and the MA court officer to 6/8 . . . thius a cox.new (as in archie cox or the violent cox - when you ring hte bell you disturb society. . . see rpevious entries. .. bad news form cambridge homeless shelters. . .
and note hte time - sex thing again . . . oy . . .
and no - iot;s not a legal business unless legals look the other way (or are involved). . .
and that after:
Lucky Winner 2008
From: Legal Agent (online.info2@cox.net)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 10/10/08 5:11 PM
To:
You have just won yourself the sum of ONE MILLION EUROS in thesatellite software email lottery conducted by POWERBALL LOTTERY In which e-mail addresses are picked randomly by software powered by the Internet. CONTACT NAME: PETER RAYMUNDCITY/ COUNTRY: LONDON, ENGLAND.TELEPHONE: +447031916239EMAIL: p_raymund109@live.com Sincerely,Margaret Ferguson
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ah . . .online info . . . as in this journal? just put hte money in my account . . .
and curious the spam - all these to the yahoo account:
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joy as in the spherion joys? the australin joy - exztended family?
and note hte mosso's pharmacy - and this after Weed Boy behind Harvard Hall wearing hte Moss shirt of the Patriots - ah. . . atop the legal ken thing abocve - drugs for those who claim to protect us. . .
oy . . .
I NEED YOUR HELP.
From: joy_agbalu (joy_agbalu10aa@yahoo.co.jp)
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joy agbalu 10 aa as in ten yeas since the harvard affiliated meetings?
and joy agbaly 8pp as in penelope pelizxzon? see previous entries - the hu affilaited recruitring mind fuckers - not the mind fucked - for mteh mettings . . . and this on the pelizzion/mit.braing thing --
see previous entries. . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
may i recommend: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/01/04/
and a follow up to that: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/10/12/
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bostonherald.com:
Military families speak out at Boston Common
By Renee Nadeau | Sunday, October 12, 2008 | http://www.bostonherald.com | Local Politics
Photo by Jess Gatley
A rally drew hundreds to Boston Common yesterday to protest the Iraq war and memorialize fallen soldiers.
“There are several of us who are Gold Star (parents) and who continue with our activism to make the loss of our loved ones have meaning,” said Military Families Speak Out member Melida Arredondo of Roslindale, whose stepson, Alexander Arredondo, was killed Aug. 25, 2004, in Iraq.
Alexander enlisted in the Marines at age 17, became a lance corporal and served two tours of duty in Iraq before he was shot in the temple by a sniper at age 20.
His father, Carlos Arredondo, now drives around the country with a decorated casket memorializing the war dead.
“It’s been four years since I lost my son,” Arredondo said at yesterday’s protest. “And being here is part of my grieving. I make it very public because I want the American people to know the effects of war.”
The rally was organized by the October 11th Mobilizing Committee, a coalition of 60 area peace and justice groups. On Oct. 11, 2002, Congress approved the Iraq War Resolution, which granted authority to invade Iraq.
Joining the Arredondos were Kevin and Joyce Lucey of Belchertown, who lost their Marine reservist son to suicide 11 months after he returned from Iraq.
Jeffrey Lucey wanted to be activated after the Sept. 11 attacks to assist in rescue and recovery, or to serve in Afghanistan. But he did not support the invasion of Iraq.
“He felt like he was a prisoner more than a veteran,” Kevin Lucey said. Lucey said his son was unable to get treatment for his post-traumatic stress disorder before committing suicide.
He hanged himself in his parents’ cellar on June 22, 2004, at age 23. His father found his body.
“This is not the way this country should be treating its veterans,” Lucey said. “They should be embraced.”
Gabriel Payan, a former staff sergeant who served with the Army for 10 years, spoke at the rally about growing resistance toward the war within the military.
“We’re starting to meet more and more soldiers who are willing to speak out,” said Payan, 29. “They’re afraid of the repercussions because they don’t know their rights and they don’t trust the government to recognize those rights.”
Article URL: http://www.bostonherald.com/news/regional/politics/view.bg?articleid=1125009
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again - the mlitary and suicides - like hte palfrey HU berkman to libreary and the DC madame palfrey in tarpon spprings - where the grady's used to live. . .
bostonherald.com:
Diabetes tied to male depression
By Christine Mcconville | Saturday, October 11, 2008 | http://www.bostonherald.com | Healthcare
Diabetes affects men’s emotional and sexual health, according to a new study by the American Diabetes Association.
It has long been documented that diabetes, America’s fastest-growing disease, can lead to sometimes deadly cardiovascular problems as well as kidney failure, blindness and lower limb amputations.
But the new report shows that the widespread illness is closely linked with depression, and, in men, to lower testosterone levels, which can lead to sexual dysfunction.
“We don’t know which came first,” said Richard Bergenstal, a Minnesota endocrinologist and a vice president at the American Diabetes Association, about the emerging link between diabetes and depression.
“But we know now that if you have depression, you are more prone to diabetes, and until you treat the depression, you can’t really do a decent job of managing diabetes, because doing so requires good eating, exercising and taking medicine a couple times a day,” he said.
The American Diabetes Association surveyed 1,000 men with type 2 diabetes and their spouses. Its findings are included in a new handbook, “The Modern Man’s Guide to Living Well with Diabetes.”
The free booklet will be available today at a fund-raising event for diabetes sufferers, at the DCR Hatch Memorial Shell at 11 a.m.
Article URL: http://www.bostonherald.com/jobfind/news/healthcare/view.bg?articleid=1124824
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hmmm . .christine mcconville . .. chrostine (frost) and amyu mccoy(neurobiology-ville) - sjc/tracksreferences and the diabetesd and depression thing . . . referring to maerian walke and hte HUMF's only defense on me - proving me not normal - the persecutive profile . . .back to hyyman aha in. . . and this with hls dean kagan and the gal form teh peabody admissions desk. . .
see previous entries - just like kagan and the temp andf the special gal form HSHS in decembner of 2006 . . .
oy . . .
but also above - diabetes . .. eric kiger from wisconsin - mary k kiger's beaux - bu students, moved to portland maine . . .
bostonherald.com:
Chief: ‘Angry’ felons to be freed
Swamped prisons seek work-release programs
By Laura Crimaldi | Sunday, October 12, 2008 | http://www.bostonherald.com | Local Coverage
Photo by Nancy Lane
Faced with exploding costs and a record-high inmate population, the state prison chief is warning that Massachusetts can’t afford its incarceration rate and must alter laws or deliver “angry and unprepared” felons back to society.
“The message to policymakers is we have very limited resources to continue to incarcerate at the rate we’re doing so now,” Department of Correction Commissioner Harold W. Clarke said in an interview with the Herald. “As we speak, I believe we’re right about 144 percent of capacity in the DOC. All the sheriffs will tell you that they are also very crowded. Where are we going from here?”
Clarke is pushing to better prepare inmates to return to society by setting up more work-release beds, implementing a new method of tracking prisoners’ readiness for release, and promoting a Patrick administration proposal to let certain drug offenders participate in work release. The state’s Anti-Crime Council is supposed to develop a re-entry plan by December.
“As you well know, we are crowded and that’s why we need to better manage our system with an eye toward re-entry. That’s why work release is important,” said Clarke, who became prison chief last November. “We ought to be locking up folks we are afraid of, not folks that we’re mad at.”
The state’s inmate population reached a record 11,445 on Sept. 29, a 10 percent increase since 2005. Of those inmates, there is a waiting list of 120 prisoners vying for 250 full pre-release beds, said Deputy Commissioner Veronica M. Madden. The DOC’s budget is $530 million, a giant jump from last year’s $474 million spending plan.
Last year, 2,562 inmates were released from prison, including 158 that went to the street from maximum security, the DOC said. National studies show that 97 percent of inmates return to society.
Clarke cited statistics that show 50 percent of inmates were unemployed when they were jailed and 80 percent are drug addicted or in prison because of drug crimes.
Non-violent drug offenders convicted of a drug crime that carries a mandatory sentence are prohibited by law from participating in work release. As of Sept. 22, there were 1,917 inmates serving a mandatory minimum sentence for a drug offense, the DOC said.
Patrick filed legislation to let drug offenders serving mandatory minimum sentences participate in work release, but lawmakers did not take up the measure.
“We have seen again, not just in Massachusetts but elsewhere, that mandatory sentences can unnecessarily crowd systems,” said Clarke. “Inmates are not going to benefit from just sitting there. And it’s going to impact their attitudes as well. They are going to leave there angry. Who’s well-served then?”
Steve Kenneway, president of the Massachusetts Correction Officers Federated Union, said a push for more inmate work-release opportunities is risky.
“Although an inmate might be eligible to go down to a lower-security, he may not be suitable for moving down,” Kenneway said. “That’s how the Willie Hortons happen. Inmates can escape from lower security when they should not have been there in the first place.”
State Sen. James E. Timilty (D-Walpole), chairman of the Committee on Public Safety and Security, said it’s in the state’s “best interest to see a low recidivism rate,” but added, “I hope this effort isn’t just to solve overcrowding. I think the mission is always to punish and protect,” he said.
Leslie Walker, director of Massachusetts Correctional Legal Services, said “real work needs to be done with the governor and Legislature to modify sentencing laws.”
“If there were fewer prisoners in prison, the deparment would be able to devote resources to drug treatment, education and job training in an effort to prepare prisoners to reintergrate into their home neighborhoods,” she said.
Article URL: http://www.bostonherald.com/news/regional/general/view.bg?articleid=1125030
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see previous entries . . .
bostonherald.com:
DCF fears kids will be cut loose
By Jessica Fargen | Sunday, October 12, 2008 | http://www.bostonherald.com | Local Coverage
Photo by Angela Rowlings
As state agencies struggle with major budget cuts, child advocates are alarmed about the future of hundreds of teens who “age out” of social services when they turn 18 and are let loose with little support to start perilous new lives.
“I worry it will be on the chopping block,” said Erik Pitchal, a Suffolk University Law professor and co-author of a June report on teens who outgrow the Department of Children and Families.
“I hope the commissioner will stand up to the governor and say, ‘You should not solve this fiscal emergency on the backs of the most vulnerable people in the population,’ ” he said. “They’ve had a rough go of it already.”
Some 800 teens a year turn 18 while in living in state care, including group and foster homes, and have no families. The study, underwritten by the Boston Foundation, found those youngsters are likelier to be depressed and hopeless, have trouble finding jobs, become pregnant or get someone pregnant, and run afoul of the law.
In 2004, there were 1,033 youths aged 18 to 23 who voluntarily received care from DCF. In 2008, there were 1,659 youngsters who were voluntarily receiving the care.
Jorge Delgado’s case shows the hardships faced by many who age out of DCF. “I floated around,” said Delgado, 19, describing his life after he turned 18 and was forced to depart a Waltham group home.
His past includes juvenile convictions, time spent at seven high schools and six group homes, and, he says, sexual and physical abuse. He was in DCF care or juvenile lock-up most of his teen years.
Delgado, who rents a small room from his girlfriend’s parents in Arlington, slept in stairwells, ATM vestibules and on friend’s couches, or walked the streets all night. When he tried to get back into the home, he was told DCF couldn’t help him because of budget cuts.
For now, Delgado says, he gets by on his own with a job and cheap rent, but homelessness is always just around the bend. “I’m starting to rebound,” he said.
It’s unclear why Delgado was denied help, said DCF spokeswoman Alison Goodwin, who is prohibited from commenting on his case. She said a number of factors, including age and type of home, could lead to a youth being denied services. The agency encourages young people who age out to return for help up to age 22, she said, and emphasized the importance of transitions in the community.
DCF Commissioner Angelo McClain said the agency is seeing a rise in the number of youths 18 and older who return to DCF for help.
Many youths formerly with the agency are in trouble, he said. He said youths over 18 who leave DCF care are generally at risk.
“We are trying to figure out what we can do to help those kids,” he said during an interview with the Herald. “More and more are coming back, but the same number of kids are leaving into joblessness and hopelessness.”
Suffolk’s Pitchal said the agency has in many cases failed to help teens make the transition from child custody to adulthood.
“The most disturbing thing is so many kids turn 18 and they have no connection to an adult in the community who they can rely on,” he said. “They’ve been raised by the state, and they’ve been shuffled around from foster home to group home and case worker to case worker. We don’t give them the substitute family that they need in order to be independent adults. That’s the most shocking thing.”
Juan Martinez, spokesman for the Executive Office of Health and Human Services, which funds the DCF, said, “The administration is in the midst of making some very difficult decisions in response to the national economic challenges, however, it is too early to speculate on specific programs.”
Article URL: http://www.bostonherald.com/news/regional/general/view.bg?articleid=1125038
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the two will and are connected - and consider both of hte above articles especially with the TRavis Foster (as in travis of maine - see previous entries; and the giggles and foster connection form maine - and this with the stolen notes from my last trip too maine - see previous entries. . . )
cover up . . .
and again - especially as the volunteer coordinator lives in bay village - and ken cowhey was kikked there . . .
(and as i write this - the LEFT EAR RINGING is ramping up . . .)
from bostonherald.com:
Bay Village condos go green
Former church gets stylish makeover
By Paul Restuccia / Home showcase | Saturday, October 11, 2008 | http://www.bostonherald.com | Real Estate
Photo by Mark Garfinkel
The new condo complex at 136 Arlington St. in Boston’s Bay Village boasts toilets that run on rainwater, insulation made of recycled denim and lots of other “green” features.
Builder Lenny Snyderman and “This Old House” designer Lisey Good developed the site to meet so-called LEED (Leadership in Energy and Environmental Design) standards.
Carved out of a former church, the building features pine floors made out of recycled wood, a roof seeded with wildflowers and windows that contain energy-efficient argon between panes.
The building also has radiant heating built right into all floors, while a new rubber membrane simulates the church’s original slate roof.
All three of the complex’s completed units are currently available, priced from $399,000 for a 465-square-foot studio to $799,000 for a two-bedroom/two-bath unit.
Work also continues on a spectacular 3,600-plus-square-foot penthouse triplex unit that’s not yet been completed or priced.
The original building dates back to 1896. It first served as a Swedish Methodist church, then hosted a Ukrainian congregation beginning in 1931.
The property has since been vacant for decades, but developers restored its brick exterior and added a top-floor pediment with an oriel opening.
We recently toured Unit 3, a 1,296-square-foot two-bedroom condo priced at $799,000 and featuring recycled-pine floors throughout.
Entering 136 Arlington St. from the street, you’ll first come to a Vermont slate lobby and a set of recycled-pine stairs that lead up to Unit 3.
The condo itself opens into a 37-by-25-foot living/dining/kitchen space that features recessed lighting, a stainless-steel fan and an exposed-brick wall.
The space also hosts a corner reading nook with built-in shelving, a nice window and a large storage area under the eaves.
Additionally, two tall windows with wood-slat treatments flank a glass double door that leads out to a Juliet balcony.
The 11-by-9-foot kitchen area features recessed and track lighting, 10 maple cabinets and bi-level sage Silestone counters that extend out to form a breakfast bar.
Top-of-the-line stainless-steel appliances include a Fisher Paykel refrigerator, a Bosch dishwasher and a General Electric Cafe series five-burner gas stove.
Nearby, a home-office nook has a built-in desk, shelving and cabinets.
The unit’s 13-by-11-foot master bedroom features two windows and a stainless-steel overhead fan. There are also two mahogany-sliding-door closets: One for storage and the other containing a black Frigidaire washer/dryer.
A 9-by-6-foot master bathroom boasts a deep tub/shower finished with a mix of subway tiles and slate.
The condo’s 11-by-8-foot second bedroom features two windows and two large closets.
An 8-by-6-foot second bathroom offers heated slate floors, a pedestal sink and a glassed-in shower.
As for amenities, your $400 monthly condo fee includes heat, hot water and a burglar alarm with one year of free monitoring. The developer is also throwing in six months of free parking at lots next door or across the street.
As for location, 136 Arlington St. is just two blocks from the Public Garden and Boylston Street’s shops, eateries and Green Line T station. You’re also only three blocks from the Theater District.
gftailFor more information or a chance to see this property, call Judy Goldfarb at Coldwell Banker Residential Brokerage at 617-266-4430.
Article URL: http://www.bostonherald.com/business/real_estate/view.bg?articleid=1124791
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former church? ah, that's just like rosie's place - 1998-20.00 . . . see previus entries . . .
this one intrugued, from boston.com:
N.H. man arrested after woman is found dead
October 12, 2008
Authorities in New Hampshire have charged a Weare, N.H., man with murder in the death of a 35-year-old Manchester woman early yesterday.
Associate Attorney General Ann Rice said Todd Peters, 35, was arrested on a charge of second-degree murder in the death of Edith Riley, 35, who was found in her apartment on Valley Street around 4 a.m. Timothy King, 21, who also lived in the apartment, was seriously injured.
King was taken to Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston, where he was in critical condition, a hospital official said.
Peters, who was arrested in his home, was being held at the Manchester police station and is expected to be arraigned Tuesday, according to Rice.
She said the victims were found after police responded to a 911 call from someone in the building. She would not say how Riley was killed. An autopsy was scheduled for Tuesday.
Rice declined to say whether a weapon was found or whether the suspect and victims knew one another.
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first- the apparent similarity with the hurtubees/manning character . . .especislly form the channel 7 story seen at salvation army . . . see previous entries:
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
may i recommend: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/01/04/
and a follow up to that: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/10/12/
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bual also because of hte names . . .
king? as in stephen king - strawberry spring? the apparent 5/5/2006 thing - harvar darchives and the jfk school of government and somerville . . .
or king as in the kinf girls of 1981-1988 (for that was pelizzon and i - see previous entries - sharon high school through boston conservatory of music dance and theater. . .)
attorney general ann rice? as in the horror writer turned religious? see previous entris . . .and rice, as in the NSA/secretary of state rice? who got my cvoice print via the ogletree call?
and mass general hospital - ah: the psychptic drug doctors - and the scrubs man here near the millhaus (for the antics today, i'll not refer to it as the nixon named anymore - unless to tie it to waterdate coverups and the military indistrial complex . . . ah, but read on for hte last puff. . .)
peters? as in peter the bhebrew scholar? who was paquette's roommate after i left he north end, and a coke seeker?
911 calls form teh building? me and the brunswick house - see previous entries . . .
and all this with the HUMF in my e-mail - they knoew i;d post this and did their runups today based on it . . .
boston.com:
Defense considers putting Connolly on stand
But conviction would be revealed
By Shelley Murphy, Globe Staff | October 12, 2008
A Miami jury has been offered a stark view of Boston's underworld, FBI corruption, and murder in the past month from a trio of deadpan killers and a disgraced ex-FBI supervisor who wept on the stand.
After 17 days of startling testimony, it will be the defense's turn to call witnesses when jurors return to court Tuesday for the murder trial of retired FBI agent John J. Connolly Jr., who is accused of plotting with informants James "Whitey" Bulger and Stephen "The Rifleman" Flemmi, to kill a Boston businessman in 1982.
The most crucial decision for the defense, according to legal specialists, is whether the 68-year-old Connolly, once a highly decorated star in the FBI's Boston office, should take the stand.
If he does, then jurors, who have not been told that Connolly is serving 10 years in prison for racketeering, will be informed that the former agent is a convicted felon, according to his lawyers. But if Connolly remains silent, jurors may wonder why a seemingly respected federal law enforcement agent would not personally defend himself against allegations made by a cast of criminals.
"It's his decision," said Manuel L. Casabielle, one of Connolly's Miami trial lawyers, adding that Connolly has yet to decide.
Boston criminal defense attorney Robert A. George, who has represented a number of high-profile clients and has no involvement in Connolly's case, said, "There are tremendous pros and there are equally tremendous cons to Connolly taking the witness stand. It's really a toss-up."
On the pro side, Connolly is the only one who can assert his innocence and explain his dealings with Bulger and Flemmi and why some of the witnesses might have a motive to lie about him, George said.
But, he said, jurors might disregard Connolly's testimony once they learn that he is a convicted felon. He was found guilty in federal court in Boston in 2002 of racketeering, obstruction of justice, and making a false statement to the FBI.
"The defense's best version of events is that they want the jury to believe that you have this stellar FBI agent . . . who is being unjustly accused by people who have done nothing in their life but evil," George said. "If the jury hears about the racketeering conviction, they can completely disregard everything he says and hold it against him."
George said he never puts a defendant on the witness stand, unless the evidence against him is so overwhelming he has "nothing to lose" by testifying.
Connolly could face life in prison if convicted.
The former agent, who retired from the FBI in 1990 after 22 years, is accused of murder and conspiracy to commit murder for the 1982 gangland slaying of Boston business consultant John B. Callahan.
Flemmi, who is serving a life sentence for 10 murders, testified last month that Connolly warned him and Bulger that Callahan was being sought for questioning by the FBI and most likely "wouldn't hold up" and would implicate the gangsters in the 1981 slaying of a Tulsa businessman.
Hit man-turned-government witness John Martorano testified that he lured Callahan to Florida and shot him at Bulger's and Flemmi's request. Callahan's bullet-riddled body was found Aug. 2, 1982, in the trunk of his Cadillac at Miami International Airport.
Connolly is only charged with Callahan's murder. But prosecutors have been allowed to present a mountain of evidence spanning several decades in a bid to prove he was corrupt. Flemmi testified that he and Bulger gave Connolly $235,000 in payoffs, and that the agent routinely protected them from prosecution and leaked information that prompted them to kill two other men, who were FBI informants.
Retired FBI supervisor John Morris, who was granted immunity from prosecution, testified that he pocketed $7,000 in bribes from Bulger and Flemmi and that Connolly had arranged the payments.
The defense has portrayed Connolly as a decorated agent who helped decimate the New England Mafia by recruiting Bulger, Flemmi, and other dangerous criminals as informants against the mob in the 1970s and 1980s when the Mafia was the FBI's top target.
"We want the jury to see John is not some lone cowboy FBI agent," Casabielle said. "He was doing what the FBI wanted him to do. He says he did his job and did it honorably."
The defense plans to call a number of retired FBI agents, including several who Flemmi accused of taking payoffs. If Connolly were to take the stand, jurors would be told of his prior convictions, but it is unclear whether the details would be disclosed, Casabielle said.
Flemmi testified earlier that Connolly warned him and Bulger to flee on the eve of their 1995 racketeering indictment, but Flemmi "procrastinated" and got arrested, while Bulger slipped away. Bulger, now wanted for 19 murders, remains a fugitive on the FBI's 10 Most Wanted list.
Jurors weren't told that in 2002 a federal jury in Boston found Connolly guilty of tipping off the gangsters to their indictment, and obstructing efforts to convict the pair. The jury acquitted Connolly of leaking information that prompted Bulger and Flemmi to kill three people, including Callahan. Flemmi didn't testify in that case. And neither did Connolly, who later said he regretted not taking the stand.
"He didn't take the stand in his first trial and look what happened there," said Needham attorney Timothy M. Burke, who has represented numerous police officers. He said jurors are going to want to hear Connolly's version of what happened, and if he doesn't take the stand, they will wonder why he would "sit there mute with no response to these hired killers."
He said he would advise Connolly to "roll the dice, take the stand."
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and this is important - for the whol court intro to the 6/8 thing . . .
not good, not good . . .
again - bad undercovers, corrupt mecvhanisms . . .hence then the disturb society thing . . .
as always:
It is best to read this journal from the beginning. . .
<http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2006/02/08/>
it makes more sense then. ....
or just explore the journal at: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/
may i recommend: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/01/04/
and a follow up to that: http://theurbanhermit.livejournal.com/2008/10/12/
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